peace.
Finding peace in the melodies of old Indian music fills me with extreme happiness. These moments are my own, where worries dissipate, and I am truly content. While I cherish the urge to share these joys with others, I’ve learned the importance of savoring solitude, knowing that those who truly matter will share in these…
one day
The eagerness to become a mother is a deep-seated desire within me, something that fills my heart with a profound sense of purpose. I crave the opportunity to nurture and care for a child, to experience the joys and challenges of parenthood firsthand. Despite the inevitable difficulties that come with raising children, I am positive…
Feels.
It was in that moment when I smiled at the thought of being laid to rest in the Earth’s embrace that made me realize, I was probably depressed. The realization of peacefully surrendering to the void with little regard for the impact on others, hit me hard.While I wouldn’t characterize myself as sad, there’s an…
Mom.
It’s a constant battle in my head when night falls. For some reason, any time I find myself wanting to sleep, I end up thinking about the things that I could have done differently. I try to convince myself that what’s done is done and these events are in the past, that I’ve learned from…
25.
As I celebrate turning 25, I’m filled with an overwhelming sense of joy and gratitude that I have reached this current milestone. Each passing year has brought new things to be grateful for. Grateful for the adventures, lessons, and opportunities for growth, shaping me into the person I am today. Life’s ups and downs have…
1:45 a.m.
Expressing my emotions/thought process sometimes feel like I’m trying to find my way out of a maze during a severe thunderstorm with winds up to 120km/hr. It’s a struggle and to be honest, I don’t want to self diagnose but it may be a form of aphasia; expressive aphasia to be specific. For those who…
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