Finding peace in the melodies of old Indian music fills me with extreme happiness. These moments are my own, where worries dissipate, and I am truly content. While I cherish the urge to share these joys with others, I've learned the importance of savoring solitude, knowing that those who truly matter will share in these … Continue reading peace.

The eagerness to become a mother is a deep-seated desire within me, something that fills my heart with a profound sense of purpose. I crave the opportunity to nurture and care for a child, to experience the joys and challenges of parenthood firsthand. Despite the inevitable difficulties that come with raising children, I am positive … Continue reading one day

It was in that moment when I smiled at the thought of being laid to rest in the Earth's embrace that made me realize, I was probably depressed. The realization of peacefully surrendering to the void with little regard for the impact on others, hit me hard.While I wouldn't characterize myself as sad, there's an … Continue reading Feels.

It's a constant battle in my head when night falls. For some reason, any time I find myself wanting to sleep, I end up thinking about the things that I could have done differently. I try to convince myself that what's done is done and these events are in the past, that I've learned from … Continue reading Mom.

As I celebrate turning 25, I'm filled with an overwhelming sense of joy and gratitude that I have reached this current milestone. Each passing year has brought new things to be grateful for. Grateful for the adventures, lessons, and opportunities for growth, shaping me into the person I am today. Life's ups and downs have … Continue reading 25.

Expressing my emotions/thought process sometimes feel like I'm trying to find my way out of a maze during a severe thunderstorm with winds up to 120km/hr. It's a struggle and to be honest, I don't want to self diagnose but it may be a form of aphasia; expressive aphasia to be specific. For those who … Continue reading 1:45 a.m.